Aug 02, 2005 17:33
WOW, way too long sorry guys. I haven't had much time this summer. A friend of mine pg with twins, another is due any day. I keep thinking of an ex that i know wasn't right for me. I threw a baby shower and am in the process of getting ideas for another. This weekend was all family and Kings Dominion and strip clubs. lol u want to know, just ask.
Anyways, it seems every fucking class I need is full. Not to mention, the school told me that in order to enroll I gotta have the money TOMORROW! GRRRRRRR. So now I have to talk to the business office and try to work out a way to postpone payment and then I have to try to register again. Yet, my boss is expecting to know my schedule by Thursday. I hate life.
Ok, seems I have more time than I thought. Here are details. My best friend is due in January. I'm am planning her baby shower. Denise is due to have Destiny any day. This weekend family came down from New Hampshire. Friday night was the church carnival. I took Jamie and Monkey. Saturday, I got up at 5:30 and went to King's Dominion. We ended up with a group of 20 people (yes, I counted). That was fun. Once I got home AJ and I stayed up til 3:30 talking. I got up at 7:30 to go to church and teach Sunday school. Then I spent time with everyone before they left. Once they did, DJ came down. We hung out for a bit and then called Dave. He convinced us to go to the club where he works as a bouncer. I didnt get home until 4:30 am. Got a few hours sleep and went to work. I slept REALLY well last night. And here I am, off work early and pissed at the school. I knew things were going too well.
Why is it when everything seems to finally be looking up something happens? Why is it that I haven't relapsed in two weeks (or wanted to) and now I do? I can't not be in school in the fall. As nice as that sounds, I cant do it. I have to be here. Otherwise my student loans will kick in. Plus I may not come back is I do that. I'm so sick of school, I want to just keep on going to get it done. Not to mention the fact that Bridgewater put me 2 years behind where I should be. =(