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Alrighty...here I am, posting again....mostly bc my computer has switched from "days since last post" to "weeks...etc." Heh...lj guilt.
Hmmm...what to say...I need to post to my diary...I gave Keith the name of my diary bc he says I don't share enough with him...now, of course, I m nervous to share too much. That's silly, I know...it's one of those "old habits die hard" things... It is nice knowing, deep down, that he won't be chased away no matter how angsty some of those old posts are, though. *considers*
and that's pretty angsty...
on a separate note...I think I shall go visit Grandma tomorrow...I've discovered if I don't visit people often enough, my brain will let me know...seriously, I start thinking I see them everywhere...crazy, huh? Don't answer that. I keep thinking about old friends...but thats really diary fodder, I guess...
I went to a movie with my cousin and her boyfriend...don't know what I think about him yet...but the movie sucked. Seriously. I kept thinking about Discovery Channel and A&E...even Animal Planet may have been more educational...yick. but dinner was good...all in all, a cool night. Heh...At the end of the night, Cuz said that I should call her more often...I said the same applied to her...it's not all up to me. Now if only I could tell the rest of the fam that...*wimpy thoughts*
I really wish (on another separate note) that there was a good tantra community that was in english...wonder if I have the gall to create one for myself??? Would anyone join, or would it be the only one person community??? (I wonder if that counts as something to meditate on...can you be a community, alone??? maybe in tantra...)
Hmmm...what to say...I need to post to my diary...I gave Keith the name of my diary bc he says I don't share enough with him...now, of course, I m nervous to share too much. That's silly, I know...it's one of those "old habits die hard" things... It is nice knowing, deep down, that he won't be chased away no matter how angsty some of those old posts are, though. *considers*
and that's pretty angsty...
on a separate note...I think I shall go visit Grandma tomorrow...I've discovered if I don't visit people often enough, my brain will let me know...seriously, I start thinking I see them everywhere...crazy, huh? Don't answer that. I keep thinking about old friends...but thats really diary fodder, I guess...
I went to a movie with my cousin and her boyfriend...don't know what I think about him yet...but the movie sucked. Seriously. I kept thinking about Discovery Channel and A&E...even Animal Planet may have been more educational...yick. but dinner was good...all in all, a cool night. Heh...At the end of the night, Cuz said that I should call her more often...I said the same applied to her...it's not all up to me. Now if only I could tell the rest of the fam that...*wimpy thoughts*
I really wish (on another separate note) that there was a good tantra community that was in english...wonder if I have the gall to create one for myself??? Would anyone join, or would it be the only one person community??? (I wonder if that counts as something to meditate on...can you be a community, alone??? maybe in tantra...)