Tonight
"Tonight I can write the saddest lines"
Tonight I am inspired by Neruda
Tonight I am inspired by Coelho
Tonight I am inspired by so many people
But tonight I am feeling so lonely
I hold this permanent feeling of
Not enough
Nothing I could ever do
Is enough
And if I'm not acting for or pleasing others
I am not enough
I was challenged with the acceptance of Amy
Who is she?
What does she want?
What will make her happy?
"Tonight I can write the saddest lines"
I feel as if I'm going to slip off the brink of sanity
Though I do not honestly feel unhappy
Tonight I cannot see myself
I cannot see a future for myself
I cannot see myself
I cannot see