This Is How I Deal With You Grief, Geoffrey
I eat. Now if you'll excuse me I'll go discuss your sadness with this porkloin."
No, in all seriousness, I've been watching Red Dwarf and Strangers with Candy repeats. I need humour in a time like this. I'd like to thank you all for your kind wishes, they really helped me and queer_theory my thoughts were with you as well today. I couldn't have asked for more from a modest funeral. It was gorgeous with tulips and such a sunny day. I wish Dad had used a man from our own church, the hired reverend seemed to be a going through the actions and he read way too fast. I almost cried though while I was reading my poem, which really screwed me up, because I'm not sued to actually having feelings behind what I'm saying. Poetry recitation is acting, not channeling. Usually. And if you are good enough to channel than you can't overdo it and cry. God, this is too much about me. I think it's more about my Asian child repression syndrome. So, I really do care about my feelings for grandma and not being egotistical? Please?
I discovered I have a first cousin named Christopher, who is married with two kids, huh? Never heard of him. I wonder why.
And if today couldn't be more depressing I just shut my hand in the dishwasher (I'm typing with one finger) and I've lost my iPod. A month before fully paying off the debt I had from buying it. Life's a bitch.
No, in all seriousness, I've been watching Red Dwarf and Strangers with Candy repeats. I need humour in a time like this. I'd like to thank you all for your kind wishes, they really helped me and queer_theory my thoughts were with you as well today. I couldn't have asked for more from a modest funeral. It was gorgeous with tulips and such a sunny day. I wish Dad had used a man from our own church, the hired reverend seemed to be a going through the actions and he read way too fast. I almost cried though while I was reading my poem, which really screwed me up, because I'm not sued to actually having feelings behind what I'm saying. Poetry recitation is acting, not channeling. Usually. And if you are good enough to channel than you can't overdo it and cry. God, this is too much about me. I think it's more about my Asian child repression syndrome. So, I really do care about my feelings for grandma and not being egotistical? Please?
I discovered I have a first cousin named Christopher, who is married with two kids, huh? Never heard of him. I wonder why.
And if today couldn't be more depressing I just shut my hand in the dishwasher (I'm typing with one finger) and I've lost my iPod. A month before fully paying off the debt I had from buying it. Life's a bitch.