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Once in a while I get a feeling... I don't really know how to describe it. It's almost blissful. Kind of reminiscent but I'm not really sure what of. It is a feeling of contentment, like everything is or will be okay. It is happy to be with the people I'm with and where I am. It is being in a good place. On the right path, whatever that is. Wherever it's going.
I've been having such severe mood swings lately. Such up's and down's. I go through really optimistic phases and then sometimes I feel really shitty about things. I have so many thoughts and emotions, about so many things, running through me that I can't even organize enough to put a full thought together or define what's rational and what's not. It's like I have a rational and an irrational side that are constantly at war. Is that normal? It gives me a headache. And then I get those feelings... like I just described, where I feel like everything is in it's place and where it should be. Like I have my head right on my shoulders. Which is not the case I'm sure.
Sometimes I think I'm a little nuts.
Only time can tell. Only time can bring on new things to contemplate. Maybe this is never ending. Hopefully not. Who knows. Who knows what's goin on in this little head of mine. When I look confused... I probably am.
I'm really excited for school to start. I think it's going to be really fun and give me something else to worry about.
Ohh what fun lies ahead... It's gonna be awesome.
I'm anxious to see what life brings me.
But until then, I'm going to try to enjoy what life has brought me and what I have. Maybe try to extend that feeling of blissful optimistic contentment... whatever that is.
I've been having such severe mood swings lately. Such up's and down's. I go through really optimistic phases and then sometimes I feel really shitty about things. I have so many thoughts and emotions, about so many things, running through me that I can't even organize enough to put a full thought together or define what's rational and what's not. It's like I have a rational and an irrational side that are constantly at war. Is that normal? It gives me a headache. And then I get those feelings... like I just described, where I feel like everything is in it's place and where it should be. Like I have my head right on my shoulders. Which is not the case I'm sure.
Sometimes I think I'm a little nuts.
Only time can tell. Only time can bring on new things to contemplate. Maybe this is never ending. Hopefully not. Who knows. Who knows what's goin on in this little head of mine. When I look confused... I probably am.
I'm really excited for school to start. I think it's going to be really fun and give me something else to worry about.
Ohh what fun lies ahead... It's gonna be awesome.
I'm anxious to see what life brings me.
But until then, I'm going to try to enjoy what life has brought me and what I have. Maybe try to extend that feeling of blissful optimistic contentment... whatever that is.