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My day today consisted of sleep and lots of HBO. I think like 5 epesodes of curb your enthusiasm alone.
I don't have any pot and, not gonna lie, it really sucks.
Things I've lost in the last month or so:
A job... but I think I got another one.
A person really close to me.
Any sort of self respect I had.
My cat.
All I want is for my Milo to come home. Why didn't I get him a goddamn collar?
I wasn't aware that I gave people so much fucking control over my emotions.
It's hard when the one person who can make you feel alive again is the one who can make you feel like a total piece of shit.
I'm not very strong. If I were I could say fuck off everyone and go about my stupid little life knowing all I need is myself, and I would be okay.
I'm just so not.
I don't have any pot and, not gonna lie, it really sucks.
Things I've lost in the last month or so:
A job... but I think I got another one.
A person really close to me.
Any sort of self respect I had.
My cat.
All I want is for my Milo to come home. Why didn't I get him a goddamn collar?
I wasn't aware that I gave people so much fucking control over my emotions.
It's hard when the one person who can make you feel alive again is the one who can make you feel like a total piece of shit.
I'm not very strong. If I were I could say fuck off everyone and go about my stupid little life knowing all I need is myself, and I would be okay.
I'm just so not.