Apr 28, 2005 17:52
I am bored. So bored with everything. Bored with myself. Why can't I take interest in something? Why can't I concentrate on school? Why do I feel like everything is unattainable?
I lack initiative and patience. Mostly patience.
It's nobodys fault but my own.
I smoked 5 times yesterday. Makes everything a little more interesting. I'm doing it again.
I'm done with my photography class. I want another one. I get so frustrated but I just can't stay away. I'm going to go print before the lab closes.
I need some pot and a smoothie.
"Tell me that it's nobody's fault, nobody's fault, but my own.
That it's nobody's fault, nobody's fault but my own".