Apr 25, 2005 23:24
so... regression is a bitch... life without meds is hell... I know this now... I have hurt and been mean to just about everyone I love... and I just put it all back on myself... don't know what i'm doing here... don't know how much longer I'm gonna torture myself... and the world... maybe things will get better... maybe they won't... don't know if I can wait for time to tell