tonight
So there is a ringing in my right ear, everything is muffled, and my hair smells of smoke.. but I would like to say that tonight was one of the best nights I've had in a while... went to school... left early... The thing is that I spent like all of the past two days decided whether or not I was going to this show tonight, and I'm really glad that I decided to... I learned not to be such a fucking pussy.. and its ok to do things on your own, and going to this show "alone" was a big step for me... the other thing that I learned is that my friends aren't really as great as I make them out to be in my head... the fact that one of my best friends literally walked away from me, without saying goodbye or see you around... taught me something about him and his character... and what is even more shocking is that Chippy's friends were nicer and a whole lot more welcoming than my own fucking best friend... yeah says a lot. nothings gonna change, except part of my attitude towards that.... so yeah Chippy's friends are the nicest people I can say I have been graced with meeting... his girlfriend is super nice, funny, and easy to have fun with, same with talia... Dylan, Justin and Chris.. were just so nice... they were all just soooo damn nice... I feel like I will never meet anyone like them.. so open... so willing to know me... not many people seem like they want to know me... and they gave me that feeling, like they really did want to know me... and I don't know it just made my night great... Honestly Chippy... you have the best friends... and I can only hope that I am blessed with people like that in my life one day... yeah so thats it tonight was amazing... oh yeah and fucking Atreyu rocked my fucking socks! :)