Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: hey. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: im here to make some peace, i guess, since youre on for me to do so. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: even if it means that everything that went on means we cant be friends (which i doubt, thatd be immature) nevermind the lovers we once were (which would almost be impossible at this point) Dying In Flames Eternal says: thought that was the case....anyways. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: well, id tried to do it more than sticky sweet nicely. didnt you get those emails id sent you at new years? Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: i sent you two; the first was all about wanting to kiss and make up. after i didnt hear from you in two weeks time, i sent you another saying that it didnt seem like kissing and making up was possible. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: and that we should prolly formally end it Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: which is something we never really did, but maybe should have. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: you have to realize truly WHY i wrote what i did; it wasnt meant to hurt you. it was to express how *I* hurt. Dying In Flames Eternal says: I did not ever recieve them. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: well, i dunno then. Dying In Flames Eternal says: I lost this email address for awhile do to me not being able to check it. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: well, id gotten an email like a month after i wrote the two, and youd acted like you didnt even know; guess that explains things then Dying In Flames Eternal says: To be honest with you ..... I thought it ended long before that. I dont mean to sound shitty. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: it ended for me too, but not formally enuf for me to understand. you would come back every now and again, say you miss me, love me, all that. it was hard to understand when i felt like i was being pulled back into it Dying In Flames Eternal says: When I say I love you ,miss you ...ect.....I mean it. It was a close friend type of love...and such Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: you have a right to miss and love me without being my lover, but when nothing *ENDS* it feels strange. Dying In Flames Eternal says: Now do you understand why I got pissy/defensive.....on lj Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: maybe. but do *you* understand what happened that hurt me? it doesnt matter WHO you are to me. if promises are made, then it hurts. Dying In Flames Eternal says: But that is a whole different story (lj) Dying In Flames Eternal says: You think I intentionly broke it. Dying In Flames Eternal says: But obviously....I am seen in a different light than I originally expected. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: you can get pissy and defensive. but i cant feel for you when im hurt myself. i *do* feel for you, im not saying that to be callous or bitchy. but i cant be expected to understand anything if nothing is understandable Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: it doesnt matter whether promises are broken intentionally or otherwise, love. Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says: if im cleaning a gun and i accidentaly shoot ilya and he dies, i may not have meant it, but hes dead anyways. i should have been more careful. Dying In Flames Eternal says: You cant put it like that.....different circumstances. Dying In Flames Eternal says: brb
There ya go!! I found it, toots. RIGHT IN THIS I say that I was annoyed at your not officially breaking it off. What?
It's old hat. I'd even told you about this months and months and months ago via MSN messenger. I didn't hide it from you or keep it privatized. It was all up for the reading and I even TOLD you about it. Therefore it needs no rehashing. This was my own personal journal; I was always honest and upfront with the stuff I'd said to you, never hiding it. I don't lie, cheat, hide or make excuses for what I've said or done, past or present. I do things and own it. If you're upset about this now after we've MADE peace and have been talking, IM and even in *person* just a few mos. ago (WITH your knowledge of things I've said here and otherwise) then I'm sorry for that.
hey.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
im here to make some peace, i guess, since youre on for me to do so.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
even if it means that everything that went on means we cant be friends (which i doubt, thatd be immature) nevermind the lovers we once were (which would almost be impossible at this point)
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
thought that was the case....anyways.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
well, id tried to do it more than sticky sweet nicely. didnt you get those emails id sent you at new years?
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
i sent you two; the first was all about wanting to kiss and make up. after i didnt hear from you in two weeks time, i sent you another saying that it didnt seem like kissing and making up was possible.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
and that we should prolly formally end it
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
which is something we never really did, but maybe should have.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
you have to realize truly WHY i wrote what i did; it wasnt meant to hurt you. it was to express how *I* hurt.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
I did not ever recieve them.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
well, i dunno then.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
I lost this email address for awhile do to me not being able to check it.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
well, id gotten an email like a month after i wrote the two, and youd acted like you didnt even know; guess that explains things then
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
To be honest with you ..... I thought it ended long before that. I dont mean to sound shitty.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
it ended for me too, but not formally enuf for me to understand. you would come back every now and again, say you miss me, love me, all that. it was hard to understand when i felt like i was being pulled back into it
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
When I say I love you ,miss you ...ect.....I mean it. It was a close friend type of love...and such
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
you have a right to miss and love me without being my lover, but when nothing *ENDS* it feels strange.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
Now do you understand why I got pissy/defensive.....on lj
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
maybe. but do *you* understand what happened that hurt me? it doesnt matter WHO you are to me. if promises are made, then it hurts.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
But that is a whole different story (lj)
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
You think I intentionly broke it.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
But obviously....I am seen in a different light than I originally expected.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
you can get pissy and defensive. but i cant feel for you when im hurt myself. i *do* feel for you, im not saying that to be callous or bitchy. but i cant be expected to understand anything if nothing is understandable
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
it doesnt matter whether promises are broken intentionally or otherwise, love.
Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens says:
if im cleaning a gun and i accidentaly shoot ilya and he dies, i may not have meant it, but hes dead anyways. i should have been more careful.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
You cant put it like that.....different circumstances.
Dying In Flames Eternal says:
brb
There ya go!! I found it, toots. RIGHT IN THIS I say that I was annoyed at your not officially breaking it off. What?
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But my god does some of this need some attention.
I THINK, I am going to do the sensible thing and let it pass further from my mind than my ex's. Who know...s
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This was my own personal journal; I was always honest and upfront with the stuff I'd said to you, never hiding it. I don't lie, cheat, hide or make excuses for what I've said or done, past or present. I do things and own it. If you're upset about this now after we've MADE peace and have been talking, IM and even in *person* just a few mos. ago (WITH your knowledge of things I've said here and otherwise) then I'm sorry for that.
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