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sitting back in the corner of my mind where everything goes perfectly, im seeing tonight and our conversation..i figured tonight that you have a hold on me. and that no matter what is offered to me, if its not you, its worthless. i need some getting over you. i dont know what you're still doing in my heart inside that place i built for you each day id look at you and make sure it was that smile i wanted to be mine. But hoping never got me anywhere. And i still dont have you. And its pointless to love you now. Now that i know you're willing to bend for someone else, i feel worthless. But who am i to argue your feelings? i used to think you were so beautiful. Maybe my eyes still see the person i met last year. But i've worn so many emotions to be able to see you clearly. You're so beautiful yet i have not seen your insides to really tell. Its a real shame how the love i wish we had makes no sense to you and maybe i dont really need you..but your hold draws me to want you so badly then drops me outside the gate that you build around yourself when i am around just so i can watch you..and its pure temptation...