the beach, and good stuff
I went down to the beach last week with my Samford girls, and I just can't even explain how much fun I had. We went to Brit's house, who lives right on the bayou, and one day we played out on her pier, did some skiing and wakeboarding, and swam. The next day we went to the beach and played out in the ocean. After that her dad drove us out onto the open seas in the boat, and we cought fish right out from the ocean! My fish actually got loose from the hook and landed in our boat, so I had to throw him back in with my bare hands! Gross!!
We also went out to each, went to church on Sunday morning, slept in, played some crazy Imgaine If, and just relaxed until we had to come home. We took so many pics and had a great time. It's been good to get away from home for just a little bit. Home life this summer really hasn't been bad at all, I don't mind it much at all. But it was good to see my Samford girls again.
And this weekend I'm going back down to the beach, this time to Pensacola to visit Patrick, so I'm sure that will be a wonderful break as well. I can't get enough of that boy. We actually had a conversation the other night, and I sorta broke down because I just miss living in the same city together. Basically for the first year and a half of our relationship we saw each other every day, and now for the past year, we've been living in 2 different states. It's hard. I kinda feel like I have my "Patrick life" and my "everyday life" and I so desperately want those 2 to come back together. It's like every time he comes home, it's just little moments of time before he has to leave again. It's like I have my "normal life" and then my few days of bliss with him when he's home, then it's back to the everyday routine. I want him to be a steady part of my routine. I want to just live, everyday, and him be a part of it. Instead, we just live on moments. They are wonderful moments, but moments none the less.
But it's ok, we'll make it. No one ever said it was going to be easy, so here's the part where it's not easy. But I love him. I can't live without him. He makes my life better, and I'll wait as long as I have to till we can be married and stay together. But that day just can't come soon enough, that's for sure.
We also went out to each, went to church on Sunday morning, slept in, played some crazy Imgaine If, and just relaxed until we had to come home. We took so many pics and had a great time. It's been good to get away from home for just a little bit. Home life this summer really hasn't been bad at all, I don't mind it much at all. But it was good to see my Samford girls again.
And this weekend I'm going back down to the beach, this time to Pensacola to visit Patrick, so I'm sure that will be a wonderful break as well. I can't get enough of that boy. We actually had a conversation the other night, and I sorta broke down because I just miss living in the same city together. Basically for the first year and a half of our relationship we saw each other every day, and now for the past year, we've been living in 2 different states. It's hard. I kinda feel like I have my "Patrick life" and my "everyday life" and I so desperately want those 2 to come back together. It's like every time he comes home, it's just little moments of time before he has to leave again. It's like I have my "normal life" and then my few days of bliss with him when he's home, then it's back to the everyday routine. I want him to be a steady part of my routine. I want to just live, everyday, and him be a part of it. Instead, we just live on moments. They are wonderful moments, but moments none the less.
But it's ok, we'll make it. No one ever said it was going to be easy, so here's the part where it's not easy. But I love him. I can't live without him. He makes my life better, and I'll wait as long as I have to till we can be married and stay together. But that day just can't come soon enough, that's for sure.