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so our trip was awesome and i got to hang with people that i usually dont and that was fun. highlight was cannooing with schmidt kallas and lundy. i flipped the canoo over and they got mad but then they laughed about it. bradfords note was so sweet it made me cry and brian was kool. nights were fun except the ones where i was confused but i guess thats part of love and growing up right? i guess really loving someone is lettig them be with someone who will treat them better than you will and letting them experience the love that they deserve.
spinning in my head the scene breaks my heart. something so good can rot everything dear, specs of sand cant overcome mountains, deceit is a wall honesty is a bridge. walk across hand in hand together it seems like nothing. worse has happened insecurity is a bothersome companion. nothing stable. the wind brings word of undecifered news. the mind battles the heart and spirit. heart says love, mind says pain, spirit says wait. wait as your eyes bleed with visions of how it was,is,and can be. snatched by visions of them together. their mouths vomit "just friends" but actions scream "flesh, passion, time and hurt" eyes shut and demand to remain until your gone. heart is in peices while guilts waves consume the hate. future can only bring you hopeful heavens yet storms are the only thing remembered. burned in mind are the scortching flames of the past pains. promises remain from the One but blindness overcomes any brightness.
spinning in my head the scene breaks my heart. something so good can rot everything dear, specs of sand cant overcome mountains, deceit is a wall honesty is a bridge. walk across hand in hand together it seems like nothing. worse has happened insecurity is a bothersome companion. nothing stable. the wind brings word of undecifered news. the mind battles the heart and spirit. heart says love, mind says pain, spirit says wait. wait as your eyes bleed with visions of how it was,is,and can be. snatched by visions of them together. their mouths vomit "just friends" but actions scream "flesh, passion, time and hurt" eyes shut and demand to remain until your gone. heart is in peices while guilts waves consume the hate. future can only bring you hopeful heavens yet storms are the only thing remembered. burned in mind are the scortching flames of the past pains. promises remain from the One but blindness overcomes any brightness.