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ive been really confused about what i want lately. im seriously considering quiting my job, or giving up my manager position. i dont know if us never talking again is the best thing, or if i want to talk to you some day in the future. it will always boil down to the fact that i still love you, but you've let go of those feelings along with your good image of me. your the one thing i have to get over and forget, i wish i could start the process already. as for moving out its nothing like what i expected, id give anything to be living back with my mom right now. i guess you live and learn though. gah