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you took a completely different path than you said you would, in a way i hurt for you, i want you to be happy and move on in a positive way, but something tells me its only a short time till the old derell comes back. im moving my life in a positive direction and im really gaining a lot of self respect that i lost a long time ago. im moving into my own place by myself on april 10th. im starting school (8 week course) and maybe even a new job. i miss you every day and even though my love for you isnt fading the pain is. i hope you know that i just want you to be happy, and if you ever need someone to talk to id always love to hear your voice.