i need a break to make things okay

[amour_precieux]

i don't know how many of you are in the same boat as me...but i'm about ready to abandon ship. i've almost lost all faith in guys. between work, school, and everywhere else...they never fail to let me down...unless they're "just friends." maybe i make myself too readily available, maybe i just have horrible taste, maybe i try too hard to find the good and look past the bad in people. to top it all off, i'm hurting people that actually do want to be with me. what the hell, tiff?! i am not about to go treating people the way i'm accusing others of treating me. guess i'll have to get used to this. i need to stop caring so much and develop a cold heart to those who keep mistreating me. lord, give me strength.

"Spend all your time waiting

For that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

Theres always one reason

To feel not good enough

And its hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

Oh beautiful release

Memory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty

And weightless and maybe

Ill find some peace tonight..."