Kaddish
In mourning for myself, I did nothing for a year that reminded me of my personality. I read
religious tracts (I am a non-believer); traveled the world (I am agoraphobic); wrote novels
(I am inarticulate); and sang songs (I am tone deaf). At the end of the year, I mended my clothes
and resumed my personality. But I was now a public figure, famous for my singing, my novels,
my travels, and my spiritual inner life. My former self had died, and so I have returned into
mourning
--Damon Krukowski
i like his writing