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the excuse given for multiple drunken nights and stoned days?
you're only young once.
Well im nearly 20. I feel as if I'm getting old. I don't think its appropriate for me to behave like a drunken moron anymore. Maybe I should take this job seriously. And maybe spending this much time away from my friends is a good idea. Maybe i'm not sure about a few things and maybe i should try out a different lifestyle and see what happens. Maybe it isn't a good idea and maybe its the best idea. I don't know about a lot of things right now and I don't know what to think about a lot of people. I don't know if searching for certain things in a person is a good idea. I don't know if those certain things exist anymore. And i'm not sure if I'm right and theres a good chance I'm wrong. I guess that depends on who you ask. Lately I feel out of place more than not and I don't understand why people behave the way they do. Is that how thats supposed to work? Or I am the only one that sees its wrong? Thats unlikely. Maybe I need a new enviornment or maybe I'm supposed to learn from the one I'm in. Or maybe I'm just insane and this is all in my head.
you're only young once.
Well im nearly 20. I feel as if I'm getting old. I don't think its appropriate for me to behave like a drunken moron anymore. Maybe I should take this job seriously. And maybe spending this much time away from my friends is a good idea. Maybe i'm not sure about a few things and maybe i should try out a different lifestyle and see what happens. Maybe it isn't a good idea and maybe its the best idea. I don't know about a lot of things right now and I don't know what to think about a lot of people. I don't know if searching for certain things in a person is a good idea. I don't know if those certain things exist anymore. And i'm not sure if I'm right and theres a good chance I'm wrong. I guess that depends on who you ask. Lately I feel out of place more than not and I don't understand why people behave the way they do. Is that how thats supposed to work? Or I am the only one that sees its wrong? Thats unlikely. Maybe I need a new enviornment or maybe I'm supposed to learn from the one I'm in. Or maybe I'm just insane and this is all in my head.