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a second before i clicked to write this i realized it's not words that are failing me, i have words, not too many, but enough. it's so much more than that that i can't even fully understand what it is. it's a struggle of my entire mind to configure this heart of mine and it's interactions with the rest of the world. it seems much more than that even. i do feel capable of anything it will take to go through this life but at times have been made to question what i can do when things are so much bigger than myself. what i'm saying is barely significant and isn't helping me in the slightest.
maybe these will.
maybe these will.