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i don't know what i want to write right now. or what i need to write. today at a certain moment my thoughts felt different than ever before. well, it wasn't so much that they felt different but that i percieved them in a different way which gave them a different feeling. it was beautiful though. i recognized that even in my least active moments my mind is flowing with thoughts that are deep rooted, connected, complex but simplified by upper level thinking only achievable by a human mind. the beauty and genius of the human form, and of any conscious creature or plant or anything in between, is something so far beyond us, but it is us. so we are as connected as could be, and i feel that and love that and am left in awe and inspired. yesterday, much more apparently than ever before, i understood the infinance that every person holds inside them. even if a person is so far from recognizing it, even if they've been held back by their limitations, there is no reason why endless amounts of beauty and life and inspiration cannot be pulled out of them. i truly believe that. and i also believe that i could show people that. yesterday i think i did, in little fleeting glimpses, but even if they were fleeting i could see their effects. i felt this ability within me that i could find ways to share the magic of the world with people, even just in tiny actions, even in a couple of words you can open up someone's world, bring them to see something new and suddenly their world is expanded. it's amazing. yesterday i wished that everyone could sit around outside all day every day and bounce off one another and expand their consciousness, fill the air with it, until the entire world is beaming with light even more than it already is.
i worried for years, just like every person does, that my life would not be as fulfilled or enjoyable or beautiful as it could be. where do you find the security of knowing that your life will be everything it can be? you see the door of endless possibilities and you step right in and start doing anything that comes to you. if i died tomorrow i would be happy with the level of beauty and love in my life. the idea that i might have many many more years to continue to fulfill my life is the ultimate blessing. i haven't yet scratched the surface of what i can do in this world. and, plenty of people haven't yet acknowledged that there is a surface
i worried for years, just like every person does, that my life would not be as fulfilled or enjoyable or beautiful as it could be. where do you find the security of knowing that your life will be everything it can be? you see the door of endless possibilities and you step right in and start doing anything that comes to you. if i died tomorrow i would be happy with the level of beauty and love in my life. the idea that i might have many many more years to continue to fulfill my life is the ultimate blessing. i haven't yet scratched the surface of what i can do in this world. and, plenty of people haven't yet acknowledged that there is a surface