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i like to sneeze really hard, it is satisfying in the way it makes the back of your throat feel.
i am back at school and i already dont want to be here.
so i am still unsure of what to do, and i dont want to say what im thinking for fear that i wont end up doing it.
i need to finish reading a book tonight, and tomorrow i need to develop film and try to print pictures. i dont have so much time- but if i cant finish 6 prints, i am okay with it (6 doesnt seem like too much, but truthfully it is, plus i am just slow.)
and im writing just to have a break between chapters.
this weekend didnt solve any problems, and i even feel like new ones are now here too.
but i also realized about this fantastyvsreality thing- it comes as a shock sometimes, or sometimes just something to smile at, or just an understanding. negative/positive.
you are negative/positive.
its freezing (inside of my room), but not under the blankets, so that is where i (will and must) go.
i am back at school and i already dont want to be here.
so i am still unsure of what to do, and i dont want to say what im thinking for fear that i wont end up doing it.
i need to finish reading a book tonight, and tomorrow i need to develop film and try to print pictures. i dont have so much time- but if i cant finish 6 prints, i am okay with it (6 doesnt seem like too much, but truthfully it is, plus i am just slow.)
and im writing just to have a break between chapters.
this weekend didnt solve any problems, and i even feel like new ones are now here too.
but i also realized about this fantastyvsreality thing- it comes as a shock sometimes, or sometimes just something to smile at, or just an understanding. negative/positive.
you are negative/positive.
its freezing (inside of my room), but not under the blankets, so that is where i (will and must) go.