HARRY POTTER
I saw the new Harry Potter movie last night! It was crazy...and I was sleepy. I had a nice day yesterday...I got to spend some time hanging out with the friend...hehehe and then there was the yearbook unveiling party and we distributed the yearbooks. Wow there are a lot of people who are totally psyched about the cover being so freakin cool...and then there are other people who are kind of angry because they aren't involved in activities at school so they are not in the yearbook very much and then they freakin tell their parents and their parents call us up and are freakin out because they stupid kid was not at school or involved when it is really the parents fault for not supporting or promoting extra curricular activities. so in turn...it's not my fault at all...
I really want to hang out with my friend byron again...even though I have some other friends now ehehe silly...but I still want to see him and hang out...we haven't talked for awhile just cause we got in this fight and things were pretty stupid for a little while and he was not wanting to deal with the bullshit that he and I were both dishing out...and he didn't want to deal with it when he would call me and tell me he was taking vikadin (spelling) and drinking alcohol...what did he expect me to say...oh cool sounds like a kickin party? not really...i was actually angry because I care about him a wicked ton and just want him to be okay. and we got in a fight and we are not even dating. we are just friends, but things are more intense than friends...friends don't look at eachother like that with affection and pain in their eyes...I enjoy his friendship and I'm glad that we are friends, if he wants to try and put up with the small amount of bullshit that him and I are handing out. I have gotten to a point where I care about him and his life, and I care about how he is doing and what not....but I have gotten to where I do care for him to be a friend...but I don't care...if he doesn't want a friendship, thats okay with me...I cant deal with it...and if he gets a new girlfriend, I will probably be mad, but I will get over it...and if he were to just have a new friend to fuck around with...whatever he needs...I'm fine with that. it makes me smile. =)
I really want to hang out with my friend byron again...even though I have some other friends now ehehe silly...but I still want to see him and hang out...we haven't talked for awhile just cause we got in this fight and things were pretty stupid for a little while and he was not wanting to deal with the bullshit that he and I were both dishing out...and he didn't want to deal with it when he would call me and tell me he was taking vikadin (spelling) and drinking alcohol...what did he expect me to say...oh cool sounds like a kickin party? not really...i was actually angry because I care about him a wicked ton and just want him to be okay. and we got in a fight and we are not even dating. we are just friends, but things are more intense than friends...friends don't look at eachother like that with affection and pain in their eyes...I enjoy his friendship and I'm glad that we are friends, if he wants to try and put up with the small amount of bullshit that him and I are handing out. I have gotten to a point where I care about him and his life, and I care about how he is doing and what not....but I have gotten to where I do care for him to be a friend...but I don't care...if he doesn't want a friendship, thats okay with me...I cant deal with it...and if he gets a new girlfriend, I will probably be mad, but I will get over it...and if he were to just have a new friend to fuck around with...whatever he needs...I'm fine with that. it makes me smile. =)