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Jun 15, 2007 11:25

It really irks me when people judge me for not working as many days as I should.

Pardon me while I reply in a semi-lian tone:
Eh hello, I cannot have life one is it. Work already so tired, go home sleep. No need to spend time with friends lah?

Then never mind. Say wah, can work at night mah, do CC. Oei, you think I don't want to meh. Nowsadays I have to rush essays, do powerpoint and do so many things here and there, then try to pass driving also, then expect me to what? be superman ah? I know my form of thinking not very good, but this is me, if I want to work, I don't want to work until tired like dog and sian sian all that. Work, especially in tourism industry, is must enjoy one mah. Den I don't enjoy standing in the hot sun, but bopian, kena Sky Tower, everyday stand in the sun get drained of energy, you think I don't want to meh.

Somemore they already say PART-TIME. PART-TIME means there's not actual minimum to work already. Wha lau, den you all so hiong, doesn't mean I must hiong also mah. And somemore, if given the opportunity, I also want to work more. Work more means $$ more what! But now not holidays, not as shiok as last year, can work 4 days in a row one, then still study and take part-time course at night. Can faint one leh. Now tak boleh, but I'm trying my best to balance between my father (who comes back only like twice every month, so must spend time with him right.), my family, my school, my friends and my passion. And trying to be sane at the same time.

So stop judging me!!! On the scant periods where I'm scheduled to work, I actually give my all and not try to do shortcut already. Tourist ask for help, I do my utmost, not lan-lan give some kinda cock direction. I smile, I talk, I walk, I never stop moving leh. You all work so many days, the attitude half-fuck then no point right.

SO PLEASE HOR. STOP JUDGING ME ON THE DAYS I WORK. I GOT MY REASONS.
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