contemplating failure
dont worry, that subject isnt as serious as it sounds.
ive been kind of ignoring the aoa lately.
at some point during the last fair season i relised that i just dont have the physical stamina, nor the economic power to be as involved as i would like to be. and if i pushed at the things i really want, ill probubly end up bashing my head against a wall, and spilling my brains everywhere... and i kinda need my brains.
hopefully ill come out of the fuge soon. ill either get tired of standing on the sidelines, and resume my efforts despite my impediments. or i wont. at this point i dont know . i just wish i had more charisma.
ive been kind of ignoring the aoa lately.
at some point during the last fair season i relised that i just dont have the physical stamina, nor the economic power to be as involved as i would like to be. and if i pushed at the things i really want, ill probubly end up bashing my head against a wall, and spilling my brains everywhere... and i kinda need my brains.
hopefully ill come out of the fuge soon. ill either get tired of standing on the sidelines, and resume my efforts despite my impediments. or i wont. at this point i dont know . i just wish i had more charisma.