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Oct 27, 2006 00:48

Why is it that whenever everything in our human lives seems to be going well…something else comes along?
Just when you think you are starting to become content with what you have, temptation for something that could be greater, maybe even stronger appears. That temptation will kill you.
We have learned to adapt to different surroundings, different opinions, different people only to fall back to what we were once comfortable with before anything changed.
Why do we have the opportunity to love someone or something with every fiber of our beings, only to get crushed when the end comes? Because no matter what, there is and always will be an end to anything that had a beginning-whether it be by death, or another form of separation…it ends.
It seems to be one of those situations where you give so much advice that helps out so many people…but you can’t listen to yourself. You expect people to follow what you say, understand it, and just do it as easily as the words formed from your lips. But, why can’t we do that ourselves? Because we think it is easier said than done? It’s not going to get any easier, so what are we waiting for?
You see, the thing most hated about getting advice from someone is that every word they say is what you thought you should do. But, for some reason when they say it, a light pops on in your head and (maybe it’s because you know someone else agrees with what you should do) you feel stronger. It’s like that person’s courage sank into you, and you move on and do what you must.
Why has the world been trashed with cheating, and conspiracy? Better question, why do we go along with it? Why do we watch a television show and say ‘if that ever happened to me, I’d leave them’ …but when we are in the situation- we forgot that we ever thought that? Why do we judge someone for cheating on their spouse, call them ‘whores,’ ‘assholes,’ and whatever else…but when we get cheated on…we don’t say anything. We stand there in shock…waiting for the words to form and it takes forever for the right ones to come. People believe that ‘once a cheater, always a cheater’ but when it comes down to being alone for the rest of their lives…they will forgive that person, they will believe them that it will never happen again.
Why do we sacrifice our happiness to fulfill a stranger’s wants and desires? We are not related to them by blood, we have no reason to give up ourselves for their pleasure…but we do it anyways. It’s that ‘L’ word that sucks us in; gets us caught up in whatever web another person as spun. We sit there and struggle…never being able to leave.
Like being on a deserted island, we wait around. Thinking that we might be saved because what we are in now isn’t making us happy. But when that savor comes along…are we really ready for them? Or are we going to be left staring up at the sky, in shock that they are really there-motionless, thoughts and feelings about it coming to a complete halt? There is it, your perfect opportunity right in front of you, the chance to have everything you ever wanted…but you give it up?
Why do two people talk about something for hours…and in the end, they still did not come to a clear decision? It leaves one more confused than before, only making their life harder…but…for some stupid reason- it seems worth it.

…what am I talking about? *sighs.*

-Me....
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