Smile
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, youll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through for you
This sucks. You know what? Love should come with a fucking warning sign. Like 'Warning! Love Hurts' or 'Break Ups May cause the following...' but nooooo, you go in blind..with this optomistic feeling that things will be fine.
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
I'm trying to be happy, trying to remember that I had a good almost 3 months with Adrian, where I felt truly in love, truly happy. I'm trying to remember that he was my best friend and my boyfriend. I confinded everything to him.. Maybe...in time he and I can be friends again...maybe in time we can date again, be Boyfriend and Girlfriend again. So with that last ditch effort of hope I try and hide my tears and smile for my friends and loved ones, so I dont have to make them suffer with my tears and grief. I'll give my grief to my pillow.
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Smiling is hard. Putting on a happy front. I know that while...he may not care about me anymore...that he would not want me to nelgect my health...(well I dont think he would atleast). I know that Colin..Lucas...Wind...they wouldn't want me to nelgect my studies or health either. So I suppose my plot of staying up in my room until summer starts is out...
Perhaps I should leave the common room and go for a walk...go to dinner...
[Charmed for those who punch first ask questions later]
NONE OF YOU are to lay one hand on Adrian. You will not beat him up, you will not have a little 'chat' with him. You will leave him be!
[end Charm]
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, youll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through for you
This sucks. You know what? Love should come with a fucking warning sign. Like 'Warning! Love Hurts' or 'Break Ups May cause the following...' but nooooo, you go in blind..with this optomistic feeling that things will be fine.
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
I'm trying to be happy, trying to remember that I had a good almost 3 months with Adrian, where I felt truly in love, truly happy. I'm trying to remember that he was my best friend and my boyfriend. I confinded everything to him.. Maybe...in time he and I can be friends again...maybe in time we can date again, be Boyfriend and Girlfriend again. So with that last ditch effort of hope I try and hide my tears and smile for my friends and loved ones, so I dont have to make them suffer with my tears and grief. I'll give my grief to my pillow.
Thats the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Smiling is hard. Putting on a happy front. I know that while...he may not care about me anymore...that he would not want me to nelgect my health...(well I dont think he would atleast). I know that Colin..Lucas...Wind...they wouldn't want me to nelgect my studies or health either. So I suppose my plot of staying up in my room until summer starts is out...
Perhaps I should leave the common room and go for a walk...go to dinner...
[Charmed for those who punch first ask questions later]
NONE OF YOU are to lay one hand on Adrian. You will not beat him up, you will not have a little 'chat' with him. You will leave him be!
[end Charm]