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so i finally know what it's like to fight with my best friend, and actually have doubts about our friendship... it's quite odd... and it all started because we're both being dumb... i dunno... well, maybe more him than me, but i'm still sry for what i did, so oh well... anyway, everything's cool now, which is kinda wierd... and things that have been happening in my life = first chair at tmea pre-area, so i'm going on to state competition... heck yea, hooray for me and my baritone voice... it's wierd, because people always ask me to sing now in class, and they're all... ooh you're goooood. and i'm just like... meh... i guess... i don't really like to sing to show off... i like to sing what i feel... i want to sing what i feel... i wanna get on a stage with a grand piano and just play and sing... and i wouldn't care if there was nobody in the whole amphitheatre, or hall, or club, w/e... i'd just want to be there... and that's where i want to be... and i dunno about college... i dunno where to go... i guess i'm going to texas state with lorenzo to take music education... but at the same time i wanna go to unt to take vocal performance... but i don't wanna be far away, and i feel that if i were to go there, it would be like i'm copying my bro or something... and i wanna blaze my own trail... i wanna be a manly man... cuz when i have to shave, i won't... cuz beards are tough! holler to hathaway... i think a mosquito bit me on my forehead... i'm soooooo ready to be out of the house... and i know when i leave i'll be like... mommy and daddy... :( but i dunno... it's just... i wanna be where i wanna be... i'm so ready to be independent without the responsibility, and it's so stupid it's really bugging me... and i need better time management skills... oh well... w/e... i guess that's how life is... everybody wish me luck at region concert @ clark @ 430 pm, so if you wanna go, please do, it's free... and it rocks like way hardcore... much love to everyone... i found the mosquito bite on my head... right above my eyebrow... grr... mosquitos suck. literally. figuratively. peace out everyone