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It doesn't really surprise me that I havent been getting comments on my entries. I wonder sometimes why I bother to write them at all, I don't really think anyone cares what I have to say. But I still figure that I should let you guys know. I had a psychitirst appointment yesterday, I told her about my blackouts and showed her the most recent scars. She ordered me to go to a class. I told her about the depression I've been having so badly, she gave me another pill. At this point I feel drugged up beyond reason. Dizzy spells, blurred thoughts, and none of it making me any less depressed. It's Valentine's day and one would think I'd be happy, but no. He's gone to work all day, we have no money to go out, and I doubt I'll get a kind word from him all evening. Oh well, just pop another pill and try to let the meds make everything go away.