Back to basics
Just spent the weekend with R&S and it was a lot of fun. Sometimes they make me sick with all their cutsy kissing, bantering, and playing but it's actually good therapy for me. As of late I've realized where I went wrong in my relationships of the past. But I've also figured what direction I'd like to head next.
Cory got back from his family reunion trip to Utah. I was a bit worried something would happen to him on the way back. Just parental anxiety I guess. Next month he turns eight. It hit me that he's halfway to driving!! At least with driving there is a manual and peer pressure to wait till 16.
On my way back from R&S' place I stopped by my old LARP group in Georgetown. There were only a handfull of people that were there but I didn't really want to make too much of a fuss. It was good to stop by and get a little of that old feeling back. I was nervous about running into an ex but at the same time curious. She was always fun when we played but things got more serious than what it should have. Guess it's part of the realizing where I went wrong. But anyways, it was good to see the guys and despite the heat I might be making a sojourn out there sometime soon.
Went to wash clothes today and what do I find, two girls in bikinis washing clothes. I was looking all nasty from the weekend but she still smiled and made some serious eye contact. Wished I had been a little braver and said something stupid. Maybe we might have struck up a conversation. Guess I need to take up A* on her offer to take me clothes shopping. Li brother gonna be stylin. : )~
Rakis was fun. Still in the emotional vacuum since I left. Part that hurts the most is the people I truly enjoy spending time with are all so far away. Definitely need to kick the hetero life partner in the butt and get him out more. He's going to waste away back there and take me with him. Time to start house hunting.
Cory got back from his family reunion trip to Utah. I was a bit worried something would happen to him on the way back. Just parental anxiety I guess. Next month he turns eight. It hit me that he's halfway to driving!! At least with driving there is a manual and peer pressure to wait till 16.
On my way back from R&S' place I stopped by my old LARP group in Georgetown. There were only a handfull of people that were there but I didn't really want to make too much of a fuss. It was good to stop by and get a little of that old feeling back. I was nervous about running into an ex but at the same time curious. She was always fun when we played but things got more serious than what it should have. Guess it's part of the realizing where I went wrong. But anyways, it was good to see the guys and despite the heat I might be making a sojourn out there sometime soon.
Went to wash clothes today and what do I find, two girls in bikinis washing clothes. I was looking all nasty from the weekend but she still smiled and made some serious eye contact. Wished I had been a little braver and said something stupid. Maybe we might have struck up a conversation. Guess I need to take up A* on her offer to take me clothes shopping. Li brother gonna be stylin. : )~
Rakis was fun. Still in the emotional vacuum since I left. Part that hurts the most is the people I truly enjoy spending time with are all so far away. Definitely need to kick the hetero life partner in the butt and get him out more. He's going to waste away back there and take me with him. Time to start house hunting.