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Amanda & I are done. Wednesday we talked about her independance and being
able to rely on herself. It's something she needs/wants and won't be truly happy till
she gets there. Today she said what I wanted to hear from her (truth always hurts).
She said she won't be able to get there if I'm still around in her life. It's the first step.
Is this the end? Not completely. I need to move on in my life too. The conversation we had wasn't just about her. I am attached to her as well. I might not have expressed it but how could I not be after two years.
Ugh, dating.
Last night some friends came over. We looked at pictures, laughed about old times. It felt good. Wasn't enough though.
able to rely on herself. It's something she needs/wants and won't be truly happy till
she gets there. Today she said what I wanted to hear from her (truth always hurts).
She said she won't be able to get there if I'm still around in her life. It's the first step.
Is this the end? Not completely. I need to move on in my life too. The conversation we had wasn't just about her. I am attached to her as well. I might not have expressed it but how could I not be after two years.
Ugh, dating.
Last night some friends came over. We looked at pictures, laughed about old times. It felt good. Wasn't enough though.