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I do not want to fucking "come home."
I don't want to leave a place where I don't feel put upon, like a failure, et cetera.
But I've been "home" since 11:30 yesterday morning, with a short break for Avenue Q and another one for babbling at my dad.
"Home" being not a place of car, and friends, and Snakes on a Plane Day, but the place where the only things that matter are perfection, how I don't have it, and my mom's opinion.
Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh...
Bought a bunch of opera yesterday. And the soundtrack from Leonard Cohen - I'm Your Man.
Have I mentioned my undying love of: Shara, the Wainwright/McGarrigle family, Chelsea, Papa Verdi, Al (who turned 19 yesterday), Ozzy (who turns 17 tomorrow!), Sky Williams, and Kevin recently? Because undying love.
I don't want to leave a place where I don't feel put upon, like a failure, et cetera.
But I've been "home" since 11:30 yesterday morning, with a short break for Avenue Q and another one for babbling at my dad.
"Home" being not a place of car, and friends, and Snakes on a Plane Day, but the place where the only things that matter are perfection, how I don't have it, and my mom's opinion.
Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh...
Bought a bunch of opera yesterday. And the soundtrack from Leonard Cohen - I'm Your Man.
Have I mentioned my undying love of: Shara, the Wainwright/McGarrigle family, Chelsea, Papa Verdi, Al (who turned 19 yesterday), Ozzy (who turns 17 tomorrow!), Sky Williams, and Kevin recently? Because undying love.