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I don't think I've ever felt this lucky to have the friends that I do. My best friend is here at college with me, and as much as I was afraid of losing touch with my other bests, I haven't, at all. Maybe we don't talk every single day, but we talk and I'm just as interested in their lives as I was a month ago. I've been here a month, that's scary as shit. Partly because I've been away from home for a month, partly because it seems like I've been here for years, and partly because, yes it's a contradiction, but it also doesn't feel like it's been that long. It's still a little disheartening to not be from Connecticut, you have so little connections whereas everyone around you can call people up who they know from home. It's just a matter of making their friends your friends, eventually. I'm working on it. Funny how the one person I thought I'd end up being really good friends with prior to coming here I almost punched last night. That's another story. I drank way too much last night, and felt like shit the entire morning, but Zach stayed and took care of me and stayed with me so I guess that was okay. I don't fucking get that kid, but I figure as long as I don't get attached I can enjoy what's there and Becky and me can laugh about it every night as usual. I know, two friends sharing a boy is fucking weird as hell but it's not like we're both dating him, she's hooking up with other people and I plan to be. Plus it makes it a little extra fun to fuck with his head when it inflates as it does on a daily basis. I'm having a good time here though, I just wish I could have taken some of the meadow with me. I'm missing my bests like crazy, and really can't wait to see them. I really hope some/all of them can come up for Cristin's birthday weekend to surprise her. I think it'd really make her happy and well, me too because i fucking miss them! I have two huge tests this week in Psych and Anthro, I'm real excited...especially since everyone's convinced me that I fucked myself over by going out last night, but whatever, I know if I'd stayed in I would have just been annoyed that I couldn't be out.