Apr 28, 2008 23:05
I have no idea how I'm supposed to be able to leave you. None at all. I'm too invested, too attached, but I don't want anything less. I just can't stop thinking about it. I think about it all the time and it gets me upset constantly and I don't know what to do about it anymore.
I want my brother to come home. I think that should be happening soon. I miss talking to him. I hope he doesn't come back an asshole.
I bought towels today for next year. They're hot pink. My dad also bought me hangers.
This freaks me out.
It's getting too real, and sometimes I love it, but lately it terrifies me.