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everything is so good lately
except the fact that i have a massive amount of schoolwork
left to do, but i'm almost glad i've left it off because
honestly my summer has been pretty amazing so far.
i've seen basically everyone i've wanted to see, or at least talked
to people i've wanted to talk to. even work, although i complain about
it non-stop allowed me to get a lot closer with my hofstra loves, and
even though i doubt i'll be back there next year, this year definitely
helped me realize things about myself and other people that i wouldn't
have learned anywhere else. and even though at times it seems like i don't
see anyone, in retrospect, i've gone out basically 4 out of 5 days a work week
for the past like 5 consecutive weeks, so i'm obviously not doing so bad. i think
i've stayed in completely left to my own devices like 3 times this summer,
that's amazing. and especially now that i have my license, things are
so much easier. i needed to do some shopping today, so i just went
by myself and it was one of the better experiences of my life. i
got so much stuff and there was no mother to comment on my
purchases, and no one to wait for, and i could go to every and any
store i wanted to without worrying that the other person didn't want to go
there. i should do that more often, except i spent and exorbitant amount
of money today, but it was most definitely well spent. there's still a whole
bunch of stuff i want to do this summer, but even if they don't get
done, i still saw my friends soo much and there's still a month to do that
up. there's been absolutely no drama this summer, or at least none
significant enough to remember which is just as good. my friends
have been absolutely amazing, and i love them so so so much.
and chris has been soooo good, i'm seriously so glad he's
my boyfriend, although i have no idea how i deserve it, i love
how we are and how i am around him and maybe him? i don't know
i'll get back to that sometime soon i suppose. i took more pictures in
the past two months than i have like all of junior year. i love that.
i'm glad i have fun things that i want to document with photos now,
because i felt like i didn't have that before. things like just days/nights
with my bests are fabulous. the dispatch concert was amazing.
drinking yummies with a few of my bests and finally not feeling awkward at
a party, amazing. pacting to drink nothing but yummies with my bests,
amazing. seeing more movies than i can remember, amazing.
i'll stop this now.
♥!
except the fact that i have a massive amount of schoolwork
left to do, but i'm almost glad i've left it off because
honestly my summer has been pretty amazing so far.
i've seen basically everyone i've wanted to see, or at least talked
to people i've wanted to talk to. even work, although i complain about
it non-stop allowed me to get a lot closer with my hofstra loves, and
even though i doubt i'll be back there next year, this year definitely
helped me realize things about myself and other people that i wouldn't
have learned anywhere else. and even though at times it seems like i don't
see anyone, in retrospect, i've gone out basically 4 out of 5 days a work week
for the past like 5 consecutive weeks, so i'm obviously not doing so bad. i think
i've stayed in completely left to my own devices like 3 times this summer,
that's amazing. and especially now that i have my license, things are
so much easier. i needed to do some shopping today, so i just went
by myself and it was one of the better experiences of my life. i
got so much stuff and there was no mother to comment on my
purchases, and no one to wait for, and i could go to every and any
store i wanted to without worrying that the other person didn't want to go
there. i should do that more often, except i spent and exorbitant amount
of money today, but it was most definitely well spent. there's still a whole
bunch of stuff i want to do this summer, but even if they don't get
done, i still saw my friends soo much and there's still a month to do that
up. there's been absolutely no drama this summer, or at least none
significant enough to remember which is just as good. my friends
have been absolutely amazing, and i love them so so so much.
and chris has been soooo good, i'm seriously so glad he's
my boyfriend, although i have no idea how i deserve it, i love
how we are and how i am around him and maybe him? i don't know
i'll get back to that sometime soon i suppose. i took more pictures in
the past two months than i have like all of junior year. i love that.
i'm glad i have fun things that i want to document with photos now,
because i felt like i didn't have that before. things like just days/nights
with my bests are fabulous. the dispatch concert was amazing.
drinking yummies with a few of my bests and finally not feeling awkward at
a party, amazing. pacting to drink nothing but yummies with my bests,
amazing. seeing more movies than i can remember, amazing.
i'll stop this now.
♥!