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I haven't posted in a long time and I thought I wouldn't ever again, but I'm kind of down.
As of now, my dad's out of job. That means I can't go to college right now. My parents have no money in the bank. I'm working a full time job in order to save to go to community college where ever I end up living and I'm applying to get a weekend job just in case my mom needs back surgery even worse than she does now.
I had to take care of her all weekend because her back went out and my dad is completely oblivious. lol.
I just feel alone. . .again. I haven't really been truly happy in over two years. I've just been trying to get by, slide to the next step.
I have no other step. I feel like it may be falling apart.
I hope everything turns out okay.
I kind of want to run away, now. I want to join the circus for a while.
As of now, my dad's out of job. That means I can't go to college right now. My parents have no money in the bank. I'm working a full time job in order to save to go to community college where ever I end up living and I'm applying to get a weekend job just in case my mom needs back surgery even worse than she does now.
I had to take care of her all weekend because her back went out and my dad is completely oblivious. lol.
I just feel alone. . .again. I haven't really been truly happy in over two years. I've just been trying to get by, slide to the next step.
I have no other step. I feel like it may be falling apart.
I hope everything turns out okay.
I kind of want to run away, now. I want to join the circus for a while.