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Self-pity is by far the worst personal defect I have come accross in myself.
You feel miserable, it makes it difficult to truly befriend anyone else, and you don't appreciate what you have.
At the same time, however, I feel it can be justified. Yes, the majority of the time it isn't and you can never truly defend yourself when you feel it, but it's human nature and that fact has to be accepted. That there is a reason for it doesn't make it any better or any less destructive to you or those around you.
Basically... I want to go back to school. It's difficult to say that sometimes because I know that my family loves me, but I miss freedom and I miss calm. I'm tired of people always up in arms and always ready for a conflict.
I'm really considering going to Strasburg for a good bit of the summer. I could use that more than anything right now.
I need peace and I miss my godparents.
You feel miserable, it makes it difficult to truly befriend anyone else, and you don't appreciate what you have.
At the same time, however, I feel it can be justified. Yes, the majority of the time it isn't and you can never truly defend yourself when you feel it, but it's human nature and that fact has to be accepted. That there is a reason for it doesn't make it any better or any less destructive to you or those around you.
Basically... I want to go back to school. It's difficult to say that sometimes because I know that my family loves me, but I miss freedom and I miss calm. I'm tired of people always up in arms and always ready for a conflict.
I'm really considering going to Strasburg for a good bit of the summer. I could use that more than anything right now.
I need peace and I miss my godparents.