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I just had a long conversation with a friend of mine who lost his mother and sister a few years ago. They both passed away in the same week at the same hospital in rooms right across from each other. The pain of that had to be terrible I couldn't imagine having to bury my sister and my mother at the same time. What is interesting is God took the conversation there because we were originally talking about the issues going on in Korea and some how ended up talking about how God walked him through those deaths. Then we got on the subject of my grandpa who passed away last October and I found myself getting all weepy and I told my friend how I have been struggling with letting go and how all the emotions have been surfacing intensely lately. I have known this friend and his wife for years and I remember him telling me when grandpa died that God has a plan and time for everyone. It was a great Godly conversation that has brought me to tears. God is working though everybody lately it seems no matter where I am or who I am talking to God seems to cut right into my heart. I also realized that God has given me a wonderful boyfriend who is already equip and willing to help me walk through the pain. God hasn't left one detail out He has provided exactly what I need, now all I need to do is stop being stubborn and receive the blessings God has given me.