SPN masterlist
I am really bad at keeping various archives and websites updated, so I guess I should do one of these at least for my currently active fandom. Earlier stuff can be found under the various fic and meta tags for the time being.
FIC
The Waiting Room
crossover with Twin Peaks. gen.
Jo encounters a doppelganger of herself.
~2,000 words
Or where you go, or where you've been
season one, between "Dead in the Water" and "Faith." gen.
No one talked about any of this stuff, period, but Sam seems to think Dean and their dad had secret heart-to-hearts when he wasn't around or something.
~3,300 words
Where Gravity is Dead
season six. Missing scene from "Exile on Main Street." gen.
Dean was on the floor, convulsing, by the time Sam made it to the neighbor's house. Eyes rolled up and cloudy, little bits of foam at the corners of his mouth, he didn't look like Sam's brother. He was a dead thing that didn't know it yet.
~4,000 words
all of the fear of the Lord I was given
season two, between "Children Shouldn't Play with Dead Things" and "Simon Said." gen.
"I'm okay," Sam says. "You're okay, right? You're okay." Dean's not sure why Sam sounds so unsure. Of course he's okay.
~2,500 words
one of those uncertain hands
season two, coda to "Born Under a Bad Sign." gen.
Sam always lays the guilt on himself when Dean’s in too much freaking pain to knock some sense into him.
~4,000 words
contusio varians
a series of loosely related fics set between season 5 and season 6
one (mid June, 2010)
They're at the park, a month and change in. Ben's been roped into an impromptu soccer match with some of the neighborhood kids.
two (mid May, 2010)
The first night, after dinner, Lisa led Dean stumbling to the guest bedroom, exhaustion written in every line of him.
three (early June, 2010)
Three weeks after Dean shows up Lisa is ordered -- with a smile, but it's still an order -- over to Lilah Bradford's house for a girl's night out.
four (mid May, 2010)
Dean has nothing but time trapped in his own head on the drive from Sioux Falls to Cicero.
five (early June, 2010)
It’s just that he’s Dean, and she’s Lisa, and the memory of how good it had been has never quite faded.
till the cows come down the river
season five, between "Dark Side of the Moon" and "99 Problems." gen
Sam’s never understood anything, not really, and Dean’s never wanted him to. But he always tries, even for the stuff Dean himself doesn’t understand. Dean’s never known what to do with that.
~10,000 words
it would be this
season six, between "Clap Your Hands" and "Caged Heat," slight AU. gen (past Dean/Lisa)
"I'm not trying to mess with you, Dean. It's what you said. Leverage. The vamps can use Lisa and Ben against you."
~12,000 words
META
No more dreaming of the dead: breaking family roles in heaven and on earth
on dysfunctional family roles (the hero, the scapegoat) and how they apply to Dean and Sam especially with regards to season 5.
~1,500 words
Angels, free will, and consent
~1,300 words
A Striking Position to Take: SPN and economic instability
reaction to a review of "In the Hunt" and an exploration of class in SPN.
~3,700 words
"I didn't deserve what he put on me" : the whitewashing of John Winchester and the celebration of family dysfunction as heroic in "In the Hunt"
critiques how family, self sacrifice, and heroism were addressed by three essayists from "In the Hunt"
~6,000 words
The stuff heroes are made of: family dysfunction and the Winchester cycle of self-sacrifice and vengeance
proposes an alternate understanding of the Winchester family's cycle of self-sacrifice by looking at it through the lens of family dysfunction
~7,300 words
Dean and Lisa in episode 5.17
a response
~2,100 words
daddy's blunt little instrument
& other thoughts on 5.18
~1,700 words
...further developed thoughts on why 5.19 bothered me
primarily on making the non-Christian gods cannibals
~1,000 words
The scorpion and the frog? On Crowley in SPN 5.20
~1,500 words
On Dean's trust of Sam in 5.18-5.20
~1,700
In Which I Apparently Come Out on the Side of Evil
amonitrate really hates the trope used in 5.22
~1,300 words
Walking off the chessboard: Sam and Lucifer and the role of the Scapegoat in SPN
master post
~10,000 words
Torture and rape in SPN season 6
Well, in the first 10 episodes anyway.
~2,600 words
I'm not someone you want to aim to be : Dean in SPN season 6
an exploration of how and why Dean wasn't able to stay in the "apple pie life" with Lisa and Ben in season 6
~2,700 words
" If you're generic enough, you'll do" : on Lisa as Dean's fantasy of an "apple pie life"
a response to a post that argues Dean is turned off by women who have their own agendas and that his relationship with Lisa in season 6 was an example of Dean "using real women to live off his fantasy of an apple pie life."
~1,600 words
FIC
The Waiting Room
crossover with Twin Peaks. gen.
Jo encounters a doppelganger of herself.
~2,000 words
Or where you go, or where you've been
season one, between "Dead in the Water" and "Faith." gen.
No one talked about any of this stuff, period, but Sam seems to think Dean and their dad had secret heart-to-hearts when he wasn't around or something.
~3,300 words
Where Gravity is Dead
season six. Missing scene from "Exile on Main Street." gen.
Dean was on the floor, convulsing, by the time Sam made it to the neighbor's house. Eyes rolled up and cloudy, little bits of foam at the corners of his mouth, he didn't look like Sam's brother. He was a dead thing that didn't know it yet.
~4,000 words
all of the fear of the Lord I was given
season two, between "Children Shouldn't Play with Dead Things" and "Simon Said." gen.
"I'm okay," Sam says. "You're okay, right? You're okay." Dean's not sure why Sam sounds so unsure. Of course he's okay.
~2,500 words
one of those uncertain hands
season two, coda to "Born Under a Bad Sign." gen.
Sam always lays the guilt on himself when Dean’s in too much freaking pain to knock some sense into him.
~4,000 words
contusio varians
a series of loosely related fics set between season 5 and season 6
one (mid June, 2010)
They're at the park, a month and change in. Ben's been roped into an impromptu soccer match with some of the neighborhood kids.
two (mid May, 2010)
The first night, after dinner, Lisa led Dean stumbling to the guest bedroom, exhaustion written in every line of him.
three (early June, 2010)
Three weeks after Dean shows up Lisa is ordered -- with a smile, but it's still an order -- over to Lilah Bradford's house for a girl's night out.
four (mid May, 2010)
Dean has nothing but time trapped in his own head on the drive from Sioux Falls to Cicero.
five (early June, 2010)
It’s just that he’s Dean, and she’s Lisa, and the memory of how good it had been has never quite faded.
till the cows come down the river
season five, between "Dark Side of the Moon" and "99 Problems." gen
Sam’s never understood anything, not really, and Dean’s never wanted him to. But he always tries, even for the stuff Dean himself doesn’t understand. Dean’s never known what to do with that.
~10,000 words
it would be this
season six, between "Clap Your Hands" and "Caged Heat," slight AU. gen (past Dean/Lisa)
"I'm not trying to mess with you, Dean. It's what you said. Leverage. The vamps can use Lisa and Ben against you."
~12,000 words
META
No more dreaming of the dead: breaking family roles in heaven and on earth
on dysfunctional family roles (the hero, the scapegoat) and how they apply to Dean and Sam especially with regards to season 5.
~1,500 words
Angels, free will, and consent
~1,300 words
A Striking Position to Take: SPN and economic instability
reaction to a review of "In the Hunt" and an exploration of class in SPN.
~3,700 words
"I didn't deserve what he put on me" : the whitewashing of John Winchester and the celebration of family dysfunction as heroic in "In the Hunt"
critiques how family, self sacrifice, and heroism were addressed by three essayists from "In the Hunt"
~6,000 words
The stuff heroes are made of: family dysfunction and the Winchester cycle of self-sacrifice and vengeance
proposes an alternate understanding of the Winchester family's cycle of self-sacrifice by looking at it through the lens of family dysfunction
~7,300 words
Dean and Lisa in episode 5.17
a response
~2,100 words
daddy's blunt little instrument
& other thoughts on 5.18
~1,700 words
...further developed thoughts on why 5.19 bothered me
primarily on making the non-Christian gods cannibals
~1,000 words
The scorpion and the frog? On Crowley in SPN 5.20
~1,500 words
On Dean's trust of Sam in 5.18-5.20
~1,700
In Which I Apparently Come Out on the Side of Evil
amonitrate really hates the trope used in 5.22
~1,300 words
Walking off the chessboard: Sam and Lucifer and the role of the Scapegoat in SPN
master post
~10,000 words
Torture and rape in SPN season 6
Well, in the first 10 episodes anyway.
~2,600 words
I'm not someone you want to aim to be : Dean in SPN season 6
an exploration of how and why Dean wasn't able to stay in the "apple pie life" with Lisa and Ben in season 6
~2,700 words
" If you're generic enough, you'll do" : on Lisa as Dean's fantasy of an "apple pie life"
a response to a post that argues Dean is turned off by women who have their own agendas and that his relationship with Lisa in season 6 was an example of Dean "using real women to live off his fantasy of an apple pie life."
~1,600 words