Hmmm...
Ok, so, once again it's taken me an extremely long time to getting around to writing again. I guess I've just decided that I'll let things pile up so I actually have something to write about in this crazy thing so as not to bore everyone to death.
First big news . . . I was in the hospital for a week. Yea, I had Toxic Shock Syndrome. Don't ask what it is, you can find out for yourself b/c it's embarrassing, but oh well. At least I'm here. Apparently if I hadn't gotten to the hospital in 6 more hours, I would be dead. Thank God my dad forced me to get up b/c I was refusing to move. Oh, and when people tell you hospital food is bad, LISTEN. It's so horrible. The only good thing was . . . hmm, the pudding, and the sandwiches, which was stuff they didn't actually make themselves. It sucked too b/c I couldn't use my cell phone in ICU. I was going through withdrawals. It was horrible. The last night I was in pediatrics so I got to use it and man did it feel good, hah.
That leads me to another point though . . . I know it's often said that people take things for granted, and it's so true. I mean, I realized that I take the simplest things in life for granted . . . even walking, and not to mention breathing even. I had to have oxygen treatments and breathe through those little tubes b/c my lungs were being squished so my breath was really short. In short, don't take life for granted, and as cliche as it sounds, live every day is if it's your last, b/c you never know if it very well may be.
Hmm, other news in my life . . . So, I've got a crush on this guy. Unfortunately, he's in college and is only home for the summer. Yes, I know, I'm probably not the only one with this problem, but that doesn't make it suck any less. He's a great guy and a ton of fun to hang out with . . . He's got a great personality, cracks me up (not like that's very hard) . . . but was sending mixed signals . . . until a couple of nights ago. The signals aren't QUITE as mixed anymore. Who knows, I mean, he's really nice to me, so I'm just gonna have fun. It's summer, and that's what summer's for, right? I've just gotta go with the flow. I'm happy!
Actually, that breaks off to a whole other subject being that I'm the happiest that I've been in a LONG time all around. Beforehand, I was trapped in a lot of drama, which I talked to Nick about today. We decided that our relationships brought too much drama b/c we were always pissed off about something. It's amazing how one little decision can change everything about your life. Fortunately, my changes have been for the better I think.
Anyway, I think I've written enough for now b/c this is pretty long . . . So g'night to everybody, and enjoy? Yea . . . enjoy . . .
First big news . . . I was in the hospital for a week. Yea, I had Toxic Shock Syndrome. Don't ask what it is, you can find out for yourself b/c it's embarrassing, but oh well. At least I'm here. Apparently if I hadn't gotten to the hospital in 6 more hours, I would be dead. Thank God my dad forced me to get up b/c I was refusing to move. Oh, and when people tell you hospital food is bad, LISTEN. It's so horrible. The only good thing was . . . hmm, the pudding, and the sandwiches, which was stuff they didn't actually make themselves. It sucked too b/c I couldn't use my cell phone in ICU. I was going through withdrawals. It was horrible. The last night I was in pediatrics so I got to use it and man did it feel good, hah.
That leads me to another point though . . . I know it's often said that people take things for granted, and it's so true. I mean, I realized that I take the simplest things in life for granted . . . even walking, and not to mention breathing even. I had to have oxygen treatments and breathe through those little tubes b/c my lungs were being squished so my breath was really short. In short, don't take life for granted, and as cliche as it sounds, live every day is if it's your last, b/c you never know if it very well may be.
Hmm, other news in my life . . . So, I've got a crush on this guy. Unfortunately, he's in college and is only home for the summer. Yes, I know, I'm probably not the only one with this problem, but that doesn't make it suck any less. He's a great guy and a ton of fun to hang out with . . . He's got a great personality, cracks me up (not like that's very hard) . . . but was sending mixed signals . . . until a couple of nights ago. The signals aren't QUITE as mixed anymore. Who knows, I mean, he's really nice to me, so I'm just gonna have fun. It's summer, and that's what summer's for, right? I've just gotta go with the flow. I'm happy!
Actually, that breaks off to a whole other subject being that I'm the happiest that I've been in a LONG time all around. Beforehand, I was trapped in a lot of drama, which I talked to Nick about today. We decided that our relationships brought too much drama b/c we were always pissed off about something. It's amazing how one little decision can change everything about your life. Fortunately, my changes have been for the better I think.
Anyway, I think I've written enough for now b/c this is pretty long . . . So g'night to everybody, and enjoy? Yea . . . enjoy . . .