Love isn't for cowards.

Sep 26, 2003 14:24

AquaChic05: When I frist meant him I liked him and that stuff so we went out for about one week then he broke with me and then 2 mondays ago stuff happen and that one phone he was like us be a couple again
AquaChic05: it came to last night on the phone him telling he dont have feelings for me and we should have want back and that shit. He was telling all time always tell him the truth and i been trueing to tell the truth but happen I get lied to right to me face.
AquaChic05: Do you understand what I am sayiing???
FenrisAloisWolf: yeah
FenrisAloisWolf: go on
FenrisAloisWolf: i tell you how i see the situation afterwards
AquaChic05: OMG. he is so much a layer because he was like when we want out for the second he just wanted to see if his feeling would change and they didnt so we broke up for the second time and this time a i am not going to give him no more chance. I give up him on how he acts
AquaChic05: He know why I am pissed of because he know what I want and that shit. He siad we can be friend and talk but right know I dont want to evern talk to me. I dont know what I am doing on Monday with him Class. I dont want to even look at him that how much I am pissed..
AquaChic05: So the only reason he want back out with to see if his feelings have change but i guess they have not.
AquaChic05: Ok this it what i think about this situation!!!!
FenrisAloisWolf: i just thinka bout when he says to me(i was trying to open up) and previously he wrote this
FenrisAloisWolf: Its been a real long time since I've been in a relationship and my last one ended up really bad. I wanna take things slow and you just really dont seem to be that way. Your'e not my type. I'd hate to sound typical but its true. Things just weren't meant to be. I am sorry. Maybe if it didnt seem like we were rushing. You wrote me a note saying that You Loved me over and over again. It gets annoying. You even talked about how you want me to wiat for you after High School. Sorry I cant do that and what was up with the part where you said that you always wanted to have a mixed baby. Sorry but that is just a little to fast for me. I am sorry that things had to work out like they did. But it is over. And dont come back trying to say that we can slow down or some stuff like that. It is over FOREVER. So sad

firefighterjoshl: what the heck is wrong with you man
FenrisAloisWolf: Its been a real long time since I've been in a relationship and my last one ended up really bad. I wanna take things slow and you just really dont seem to be that way. Your'e not my type. I'd hate to sound typical but its true. Things just weren't meant to be. I am sorry. Maybe if it didnt seem like we were rushing. You wrote me a note saying that You Loved me over and over again. It gets annoying. You even talked about how you want me to wiat for you after High School. Sorry I cant do that and what was up with the part where you said that you always wanted to have a mixed baby. Sorry but that is just a little to fast for me. I am sorry that things had to work out like they did. But it is over. And dont come back trying to say that we can slow down or some stuff like that. It is over FOREVER. So sad
firefighterjoshl: why are you doing this
FenrisAloisWolf: because you DID mislead her. I have been through a lot of the same shit your putting this girl through and its not write. Being hot one second and then cold another.
firefighterjoshl: maybe I did have feelings
firefighterjoshl: maybe I did care
FenrisAloisWolf: Things that you think....lie close to your heart.
firefighterjoshl: maybe I am just scared
firefighterjoshl: how do you know
FenrisAloisWolf: Why do you reall think I did this Josh?
firefighterjoshl: i dont know, to screw me over because you thought it was the right thing to do
FenrisAloisWolf: Maybe I thought...well I know how this feels.
FenrisAloisWolf: Maybe I think...
love isnt for cowards...those who run, ending up hurting the ones that love them right?
firefighterjoshl: well why cant you come tell me these things no go behind my back and talk to her
FenrisAloisWolf: I didnt go behind your back.
you knew when I asked her for her e-mail what I was going to do.
You told me not to give her your jounral
FenrisAloisWolf: I said i wasnt going to make any promises...I said this, and you did nothing.
FenrisAloisWolf: I think a part of you wanted her to see it.
firefighterjoshl: and if I asked you not to, why did you
FenrisAloisWolf: As i said before...because i wanted to.
FenrisAloisWolf: it wasnt right (on your part)
firefighterjoshl: ok man, whatever
FenrisAloisWolf: if you really did have feelings for her
FenrisAloisWolf: you should have had the balls to express them
FenrisAloisWolf: I did you a favor
firefighterjoshl: well i am obviously a chicken
firefighterjoshl: i never have beeen able to express my feelings to anyone
FenrisAloisWolf: So you should be thanking me. I didn't ruin your relationship. I dint tell her mom about your kissing. You still have your chance.
FenrisAloisWolf: just stop beating around the bush. Tell her how you REALLY FEEL

This is as far as im letting this go...from here on out, I want nothign to do with it.
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