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as the dogs begin to bark at the passing car, i beging to think about something robin william once said.
"Do you ever take a moment in your day,everyday...freeze it in time and look at your self and say "This is not my life?""
Listenign the COldplay and talking to Marks friend who is no doubtly going to ask me if I like him like that...I just feel as if everything is meant to be a funny thing when in fact I am the only one not laughing...my moms a bitch...im still getting over the fact that i didnt mean as much to shane as he did me...and god bless his heart, i just want to be marks friend...ive hurt enough people...i think i need to growup somemore... i fight feelings everday for people i know that will ever hold my hand. i think about all the people that make me laugh and make me cry and make me angry and how i could never make them feel the exact same way...then people play games with my emotions, or maybe im just disillusioning myself again...
"Do you ever take a moment in your day,everyday...freeze it in time and look at your self and say "This is not my life?""
Listenign the COldplay and talking to Marks friend who is no doubtly going to ask me if I like him like that...I just feel as if everything is meant to be a funny thing when in fact I am the only one not laughing...my moms a bitch...im still getting over the fact that i didnt mean as much to shane as he did me...and god bless his heart, i just want to be marks friend...ive hurt enough people...i think i need to growup somemore... i fight feelings everday for people i know that will ever hold my hand. i think about all the people that make me laugh and make me cry and make me angry and how i could never make them feel the exact same way...then people play games with my emotions, or maybe im just disillusioning myself again...