Jun 26, 2003 14:23
Lately I have been looking for my friend Shane as most of you know. Last night I actually found a friend of his and hes going to give me an e-mail today! I can't believe after six years I can finally talk to my best friend again. Our history together is notorious, but right now I could care less about what he likes to hump. I'm just glad to have the chance to talk to him again:)
I have read this book Violin and Pandora by Anne Rice. Pandora was another part of the Vampire stories she is so famous for writing. It was pretty good, I havn't read in such a long time... I just get in the mood sometimes. Violin was cool, it was about this widowed wife and how she blames herself for all her families deaths which wasn't really her fault. A ghost haunts her and plays music which bring her dreams of how she may haved caused their deaths. She stole the violin and began playing, because she always aspired to be a musician and became world reknowned until finaly she gave the violin back to Stefan so he could finaly rest and tourment no one else.
My nephews birthday was last week, I was only there for an half an hour because I had to go to work, and I was partially thankful for it because there were way too many kids. Hes becomming such a brat:(
I want to start talking to shane again, I have so much I want to ask him. I want to help mike clean out the truck this summer and I have that stupid band camp to go to. Im not going to know any of the music because I forgot the tuba at the school!What am I going to do? Im taking that college course next spring, the theatre workshop which is awesome. I know Im going to enjoy it and besides its three credits!
Lately ive been thinking about my future love life lol. I think I have come to the conclusion that I really don't care. I just want to have friends and if it turns into anything that would be cool. What im trying to say is I just need relationsships, not relations lol. I'm a really friendly person... I just havent been feeling myself lately. But I have myself respect back and im not letting it go!
The weather is hot muggy and miserable. Im hiding away in my air conditioned house.Well Ill talk to later...sorry if this seems jumbled together because it pretty muchwas, but I dont have the patience to rewrite it.