Oct 14, 2005 12:00
you are not far from the heart.
and nothing else matters.
Jesus Christ on a burning ship..
i cannot stand living here any longer.
It seems that I just dont have anything left in this place.
the two friends that i loved more than anything shunned me
cast me out like some
afterthought.
I still have trouble with this.
it still feels just as raw as it did when it happened.
and i am so out of lou..i do not keep up with alot of friends anymore.
it is almost pointless.
my heart lies a thousand miles across the country.