May 10, 2004 22:54
OK well ya .... i need to rally the troops. The thing is Josh is getting a little depressed and needs to make sure that he graduates. So umm - help him stay happy so he does his work. He is tired of being know as the person that is smart but doesn't do his work. Ya thats his fault, but idk it's like that was his job to fulfill in the group, cus it seemed to fit him. I was happy for a wile. i got to slack off, and hang out, and also it seems that life had less pressure. It's just seemed that i'm missing a part of me. i use to be one of the top and every one came to me if they had problems and people sometimes still do but the thing is that i cant help any more and so they quit coming. its no ones fault but mine and i know that its way too late to do any thing about it so idk - i guess that i felt that i needed to say to you guys out there that - i havent always been this way.
i havent always been this way...