Today was neat indeed.
We had a funfilled day at super mercado and albertsons.
and then throwing things at eachothers cars.
my choes and chit.
My babe can read brail.. or uhm can he
i take interest in brail people.
im really not sure why.
I love this picture.
yum.
anywho.
my friend hurt me today
eh not physically but you know.
she dosnt take much interest anymore.
thats fine.
She has them now
but who could ever take the place of me.
you once told me that.
youre somewhat forcing him to take the place of you.
what is it.
whats said is said.
i cant go and change youre words.
its all good in the neighbor hood.
im hungry.
ryans sleeping.
and i can tell he is dreaming about barney naked.
or something like that.
Today i constructed my own mouse house for mookie and sampson.
Its a 2 story mouse house made of cereal boxes and uhm paper towel rolls.
I can construct!
yes!
Other than that.
oh yeah.
youre still pissing me off.
if you keep it up.
i just might have to punch you in the nose dude.
i thought about it the other day.
you have no right to jealousy.
sorry my dear.
youre wrong.
and dont ever fucking say i was never there for you when you dissed me for him.
for 2 fucking years i waited around for you.
and now all you can do is act like i have done nothing for you.
so.
fuck you.
You are one ungreatful bitch.
and youre lucky to have him.
because if it were not for me
you would not have him.
but please, dont beat yourself up about that.
i mean seriously now, both cecilia and I pretty much gave you the oppurtunity to know the most amazing people.
so keep him.
take him from her.
But dont you ever fucking keep her from me.
I honestly hope you struggle.
You think things are so simple in life.
You think because you have a job youre all set.
You think because youre getting married soon that it will be a marvelous wedding.
I doubt it.
I have nothing against him.
I dont think i ever will.
But i just cant wait to see you struggle.
Things dont come that easy dearest.
Maybe one day you will see.
Or maybe not because i wont be there to point it out to you.
also.
caity wants to bash youre skull in.
she just wanted me to tell you that.
but, you can pretend youre not listening.
you do a damn good job at that.
struggle struggle struggle.
I miss my cecilia.
i do.
tomarrow is camping.
shall be fun.
We probably will get kicked off the campsite for being loud or something nice like that.
Megaphones are fun.
Im so bringing the megaphone tomarrow.
I believe i talk way too much.
maybe i just need to vent somethings.
Like when ryan ask's me whats wrong and i end up going off about her.
I hate that.
I Hate when you get so upset that you want to kick someone in the shin and then scrub the carpets.
Scrubbing the carpets is what i do when im mad.
It works.
so does pulling weeds.
but i enjoy doing both.
because im weird.
but normal.
just like you.
everyone is the same.
we all have skin.
and hair.
and spines.
well..most of us.
ew.
carla just shut the hell up.
my goodness.
you ramble and ramble.
so.
Taco Truck Tip is soon.
that taco truck is going down.
okay
goodnight.