I cant seem to find
you know that Im searching
Ill go with you
you know that I'm searching..
Beautiful my arctic star
Beautiful my arctic star
Beautiful my arctic star
Beautiful my arctic star.....
I really really like this song... and im not sure why.... its one of those random underground indie bands yet again.. the ones i spend hours searching through the music of. to find stuff like this. the annoying thing about it though is that i scince theyre so unknown i can never find lyrics to them so i have to try to take them down myself.... especially hard on songs like this that are confusifying. HANYWAY.
yeah... so im kinda posting this to even out my posts. i tend to post whilst in midst of drama.... bad idea... SO now.
things are going really well today... its been hard for a while because of the breakup. especially because pete got really hurt.. and for a while didnt even want to see me. but like the other night we were on the phone till 3:30 just talking... and then today finally we hung out together... and just stayed in the caff for like 3 hours.. and hes coming over today. so it should be good soon... o gosh its so good to have him back.. so yeah.. thats why today is good. and im so thankful. im worried that itll relapse but im hoping it wont. hes a really good guy and hes not turned in on himself so hes not all into the hating and grudges thing. its been a wierd breakup though... so confusing...
but anyway..
yeah so im looking forward to life being a whole hell of a lot less dramatic... cause for once in... how many years? i dont like anyone... and im not in a relationship with anyone... im not even thinking about liking anyone or wanting to.. and its going to simplify life so much. itll be nice not to be all focused on other things and distracted. now i want to spend time kind of bettering myself i guess... just getting prayer life in order... actually paying attention to my studies... and do stuff like drawing and the like... getting involved in stuff really. which should be pretty cool.
annnd... thats pretty much it.
im so greatful for the sun! goodness...
Ill go with you
you know that I'm searching..
Beautiful my arctic star
Beautiful my arctic star
Beautiful my arctic star
Beautiful my arctic star.....
I really really like this song... and im not sure why.... its one of those random underground indie bands yet again.. the ones i spend hours searching through the music of. to find stuff like this. the annoying thing about it though is that i scince theyre so unknown i can never find lyrics to them so i have to try to take them down myself.... especially hard on songs like this that are confusifying. HANYWAY.
yeah... so im kinda posting this to even out my posts. i tend to post whilst in midst of drama.... bad idea... SO now.
things are going really well today... its been hard for a while because of the breakup. especially because pete got really hurt.. and for a while didnt even want to see me. but like the other night we were on the phone till 3:30 just talking... and then today finally we hung out together... and just stayed in the caff for like 3 hours.. and hes coming over today. so it should be good soon... o gosh its so good to have him back.. so yeah.. thats why today is good. and im so thankful. im worried that itll relapse but im hoping it wont. hes a really good guy and hes not turned in on himself so hes not all into the hating and grudges thing. its been a wierd breakup though... so confusing...
but anyway..
yeah so im looking forward to life being a whole hell of a lot less dramatic... cause for once in... how many years? i dont like anyone... and im not in a relationship with anyone... im not even thinking about liking anyone or wanting to.. and its going to simplify life so much. itll be nice not to be all focused on other things and distracted. now i want to spend time kind of bettering myself i guess... just getting prayer life in order... actually paying attention to my studies... and do stuff like drawing and the like... getting involved in stuff really. which should be pretty cool.
annnd... thats pretty much it.
im so greatful for the sun! goodness...