Thanks
I wanna say thank you very much to dsv_flygirl, nastasie and amelieeowyn *hugs all three* the packages arrived today. Well they arrived a few days ago but since I'm doing a fair imitation of an agoraphobic I hadn't poked my nose out but I had to today, silly me, and I went to get them, thank you so very much *smooches* I wuv you ladies, this is like a much needed cavalry. Now I'll go forget everything with the help of four hot guys named Rafael, Gustavo, Marat and Carlos, I'm such a slut.
Now I just wanna ask for opinions from the regulars of VR.com please, because WTF, all this thing with the gift is just becoming too much, and it went worse with Rafa's -if he indeed wrote that and it wasn't added by the ATP themselves- PS about respect to his team... I'm awfully confused and at the moment completely unable of logical thinking and rationalize this and I adore my boy but right now I'm seeing him like one of those wonder genius children from the tv shows, surrounded by people who just seem to care but that are just sucking all the money they can and adding contract after contract to generate more money till they grow and are thrown away while they were never really aware they were being taken advantage of.
It's even made me see the sexy photo on the bed under a whole new light. I do remember him saying on an interview nothing but a year ago that he was a tennis player, not a model, and that you'd never find him posing like some of his peers (Carlos and Feliciano) and now well... is he unable of saying no? Has he grown to see it is good for his monetary interests and public image or is he just cowed around? Has he even an option of a yes or no into what kind of stuff he participates in like the photo shoots and the commercials at all? Am I just getting all this out of proportion because I'm on a crisis and is he not a slave of his team as he right now appears to my eyes? ^^
I swear I'll never get as emotionally involved with a player ever again.
Ok I take that back, because I still adore him and care for him and wish him the best in what he loves and it was said out of concern because it worries me a lot that something so bad could happen to him and most of all that he stops having that joy at playing 'cos he's not as happy out there as he was last year but that could be because of tons of other reasons or just my imagination. I really hope that the people around him who love him and are taking care of him don't let the whole sponsorship/management/money making machine eat him alive.
Now I just wanna ask for opinions from the regulars of VR.com please, because WTF, all this thing with the gift is just becoming too much, and it went worse with Rafa's -if he indeed wrote that and it wasn't added by the ATP themselves- PS about respect to his team... I'm awfully confused and at the moment completely unable of logical thinking and rationalize this and I adore my boy but right now I'm seeing him like one of those wonder genius children from the tv shows, surrounded by people who just seem to care but that are just sucking all the money they can and adding contract after contract to generate more money till they grow and are thrown away while they were never really aware they were being taken advantage of.
It's even made me see the sexy photo on the bed under a whole new light. I do remember him saying on an interview nothing but a year ago that he was a tennis player, not a model, and that you'd never find him posing like some of his peers (Carlos and Feliciano) and now well... is he unable of saying no? Has he grown to see it is good for his monetary interests and public image or is he just cowed around? Has he even an option of a yes or no into what kind of stuff he participates in like the photo shoots and the commercials at all? Am I just getting all this out of proportion because I'm on a crisis and is he not a slave of his team as he right now appears to my eyes? ^^
I swear I'll never get as emotionally involved with a player ever again.
Ok I take that back, because I still adore him and care for him and wish him the best in what he loves and it was said out of concern because it worries me a lot that something so bad could happen to him and most of all that he stops having that joy at playing 'cos he's not as happy out there as he was last year but that could be because of tons of other reasons or just my imagination. I really hope that the people around him who love him and are taking care of him don't let the whole sponsorship/management/money making machine eat him alive.