fuck you, desire.
i start classes next week. i got my books today; weeee. 245 dollars for three books, two of them used. my fathers right, that is criminal. im actually excited for most of my classes. im taking four, three of them pretty heavy duty classes. hopefully ill do well. abnormal psych should be wonderfully interesting & life drawing should be great. tj told me that amy is in that class with me. maybe well get to talk or something...could be good. i dont feel like being intellectual or witty in this entry. this is whats happening in my life & not much more. my roommate from the psych ward has a twenty-one year old son who lives near me & does tattoos. apparently hes very talented & would give me one for free!? ive been working on designing my own tattoo for a while now. im supposed to go to his house & talk to him some time soon. i think he sounds great. devon called me today. he wanted to hang out, i told him maybe tomorrow. hes a sweet kid & very protective of me for some reason. he works at pac sun, so ill definitely visit him there at some point because hes awesome & all. i spent some time with anna today after i got my books. we saw andrew & josh on about three seperate occassions. they were stalking us. OH! & today we ordered our tickets for nine inch nails in november. FRONT ROW. so excited. anything else? i might start taking lithium instead of abilify. heavy medication there. kinda scary. & my abilify & effexor dosages went up. trazodones the same, thank whomever. i have a crystal from my lovely psych ward roommate. i really liked her a lot. she told me to bury it in the earth & then wash it off with the soap i use to clean myself. shes into wiccan & all different types of religions. very interesting & caring lady. she helped me get through a hard night.
im boring myself now. byebye.
im boring myself now. byebye.