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I think I am depressed.
I feel generally unenthusiastic about things. I know it dosne't seem like it to those who follow my life online. There's babies, and acro, and the gym, and work... But I really feel like I'm just going through the motions and puttin on a bit of a show for folks online.
I don't talk to people much. I rarely, if ever, hang out with friends. I only have superficial friendships and an online presence. The only thing I get excited for is my ext meal, which means I eat, a LOT. Which is making me fater, which is making me depressed and more isolated.
Lovely spiral.
I feel generally unenthusiastic about things. I know it dosne't seem like it to those who follow my life online. There's babies, and acro, and the gym, and work... But I really feel like I'm just going through the motions and puttin on a bit of a show for folks online.
I don't talk to people much. I rarely, if ever, hang out with friends. I only have superficial friendships and an online presence. The only thing I get excited for is my ext meal, which means I eat, a LOT. Which is making me fater, which is making me depressed and more isolated.
Lovely spiral.