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Well things just seem to be getting better and better...
Yesterday at work I was helping transfer a patient and fucked up my back, and I don't mean a little either. Today I can hardly walk, sit, or even lie down, I'm on so many pain killers and muscle relaxants it's not even funny and it barely takes the edge off. Needless to say I'm scared and in a lot of pain. The last time this happened I was out of school for over a month I missed my project deadlines, I missed my finals, and basically screwed up my entire school year. This time I don't have school but I do have work and the new job I just applied for is basically void because I can't even go to an interview or start when they would want me to start.
People keep telling me things happen for a reason, but I just can't look at it with the same optimism that they do.
C.S.
Yesterday at work I was helping transfer a patient and fucked up my back, and I don't mean a little either. Today I can hardly walk, sit, or even lie down, I'm on so many pain killers and muscle relaxants it's not even funny and it barely takes the edge off. Needless to say I'm scared and in a lot of pain. The last time this happened I was out of school for over a month I missed my project deadlines, I missed my finals, and basically screwed up my entire school year. This time I don't have school but I do have work and the new job I just applied for is basically void because I can't even go to an interview or start when they would want me to start.
People keep telling me things happen for a reason, but I just can't look at it with the same optimism that they do.
C.S.